as my friend has reminded me!
i think i have been isolating a bit, stuck in my head. also, i have been toying with having 2 blogs. i live in a duality in my mind (no i don't think its another person per se just another side of my thoughts, and they are not always healthy and forward thinking!)
been knitting quite a bit. and loving that. time spent on the ball field with the boy. time spent wondering why i won't forgive my husband past transgressions (i can forgive most everyone else) and he has hit the nail on the head, its just him. hmmmm . . . . left over burned out feelings and thoughts. i told you i was isolating. not good.
enjoying long walks, either with friends or by myself. reading a bit. started a nia class. that was fun.
i feel kind of stilted writing. perhaps as i learn to just sit down and write it will flow. if i was writing my duality it might look like this:
neil mccrea announced his retirement from rock 101. please tell me he is taking don cherry with him!
why do people bag their dogs poop and then leave the little blue or white bag on the side of the road. i saw one and it was obvious that someone got into their car and flung it under the car and drove away. the little blue top waving bravely in the breeze. or they leave it on the embankment in front of the windshield for all to see.
how about hanging in trees or shrubs. WTF! note that the poops are always quite small, so some insidious little dog with its insidious dog owner. (not fair to all dog owners i know but that is where my head is at just for the moment)
what about people on cell phones while driving. or texting at speed on the highway. the law is for everyone but you, is that it? you are so special that the rest of us risk death or something like it, because you are special. bet your mom told you that!
if one more person pulls a u-turn in front of me and i have to break to not hit them i think i may just accelerate.
i think that's it for now
